note:

Note :
Andrew will be away in a church camp from June 4th to 7th (Sunday to Wednesday)

Hmm. To say frankly, I really do not want to go for it...

Firstly, I'm too busy to be going on any trip.

Secondly, the very reason why I agreed to go on the trip back-out last minute

Thirdly, there's nothing much to do on the trip.


sigh... but I'm really very disappointed with Simon and Haryanto for not going on the trip...

Simon's reason is because he has project to do
Haryanto's reason is because Simon isn't going

jeez. Am I worth anything at all?
Am I worth even Haryanto going?

Fine. I don't play soccer, I don't listen to the same type of music that you listen, nor do I even play the same games that you play...

but aren't we the ASH?

Aren't we suppose to stick together?

My sole reason for going to the camp is gone... there isn't much point going now is there?

Knowing that they are not around, I'll most likely revert back to my reclusive self again.


Sometimes, I wonder.
Do the people I treasure really treasure me the same way I treasure them?

Do they care as much as I care about them?

If they don't, why do I even bother?

If they say they do, I can't see it beyond the words.


What are friends when neither party is willing to sacrifice to maintain the friendship?


Jeez. I'm pissed.
I'm going to a holiday which I don't want to go.

bah. With an iBook to do my editing work.

BAH.